worldfromafar | Entries tagged with werewolf

ooc: set almost directly after this. For mun information only, please.

( This place is so empty, my thoughts are so tempting; I don't know how it got so bad. Sometimes it's so crazy, but nothing can save me, but it's the only thing that I have. If you'd believe it's in my soul, I'd say all the words that I know just to see if it would show that I'm trying to let you know that I'm better off on my own. )

ooc: This is for

fenrirskoll, who requested a fic with the prompt of 'Family' for the Christmas meme. I actually have another version of this prompt that I might do later, but for now this is what I have to offer (especially since Remus has been dreaming about this for the past few nights in the

grownhp6words timeline >.>). <3

Warning: Cut for length and disturbing imagery. Because it wouldn't be the holidays without it, right? ;) Happy Christmas!

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February 24, 1967

( Trembling, crawling across my skin. Feeling your cold dead eyes, stealing the life of mine. I won't last long, in this world so wrong. Say goodbye, as we dance with the devil tonight. Don't you dare look at him in the eye, as we dance with the devil tonight. )

Set after his talk with Scorpius.

( It seems what's left of my human side is slowly changing in me. Looking at my own reflection when suddenly it changes, violently it changes. Oh no there is no turning back now, you've woken up the demon in me. )

Important OOC: What is mentioned in this fic are things that Remus would have only told the Marauders (and most likely Lily as well) throughout their years at Hogwarts because he was living through it while they were together. The whole thing is a very touchy subject for him and it's not something he would easily share with anyone else (my guess is he would have only mentioned bits and pieces to Tonks but nothing too specific). So, for everybody else, it is for mun info only. Unless he talks about it later on, of course. This was just needed to be written because a) it's good for backstory purposes and b) it has been on his mind too much lately.

Thanks.

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( I am a little bit of loneliness a little bit of disregard. Handful of complaints but I can’t help the fact that everyone can see these scars. I am what I want you to want, what I want you to feel, but it's like no matter what I do I can't convince you to just believe this is real. So I let go, watching you, turn your back like you always do; face away and pretend that I'm not but I'll be here 'cause you're all that I got. )

ooc: First part is backdated to last night (full moon). Second part is open to anyone in the house.

The previous evening Remus had left Grimmauld so he could go to Headquarters and use the room in the basement that Sirius had prepared a couple of months ago for him. He had kept to himself, not wanting to disturb or bother the occupants there, and once he was locked in the room he added silencing and protection charms so he would keep himself as isolated as possible in case the wolf decided to try and make a break for it. No one would be able to hear him or approach the door, on either side, until the morning when the charms would lift on their own.

( Read more... )

Current Mood: drained

Warning: Somewhat(?) disturbing imagery ahead.

( He can't fight it off. He can't stop it. )

Current Mood: restless

OOC Note: For mun knowledge only, please; this is a very private conversation between Tonks and Remus, and one that we believe is very important in their relationship.

Remus: I hope you understand that...I am not walking away from this war. Not after today.

Tonks: Of course we're not walking away. I may wish that we could, and I may think I'm not good enough to be trusted, but I know that we're needed anyway. Every able body is needed.

Besides, we've scores to settle.

Remus: *nods very slightly; the bit of Teddy's shirt is in his pocket and it feels like it's burning a hole right through him, reminding him of those scores* *a bit stiffly, all the emotions still a bit overwhelming after today* That we do.

Tonks: *ah, the owl... it even got her angry enough for a moment to make her hair red. If only for a moment* Talk to me.

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ooc: This Remus is not a part of

theatrical_muse, but the topic of the week ("Write about a recurring dream you've had. (Or, if you've never had one, write about the most vivid dream you can remember.)") was the only way I had to explain one reason why he's acting the way he is in this.

Crossposted to

hp_random.

Warning: Disturbing imagery ahead.

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( It's the same dream, but at the same time it's so different. )

Current Mood: blank

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Remus J. Lupin

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Entries tagged with werewolf

grownhp6words timeline

'Family.'

Beast vs. Man.

My Father's Son.

Full moon & the morning after...

Haunting Memories.

Chat Log: Remus venting.

Haunted.

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